Hatred is a disease, sometimes it takes forever to heal.

Few years ago it was 2008, few people dumped me, down to the bottom of everything. I was so sad at that time, pity me. It was hurt. I was blamed eventhough I have nothing to do with them. They blamed me for their mistakes, why was that so? I was so young and innocent and cute and not so burn. Did you ever know how it feels to be blamed and dumbed till the bottom of everything? Suck and hurt.

It will take me forever to forgive them, her and he. I was so sad, so angry, hurt. I still am. I said to myself that one day you akan tahu tinggi rendahnya langit. So this 'thing' is still going on. One day, you, will be dumbed by me. I worked hard on it eventhough I know it is wrong. I just cant help myself. That feeling was so real, that hurt will take a lifetime to heal. Then how can I forgive and forget them? You people please tazkirah me on this thing. I lose control over myself.

Just remember I was there for you when no one else gave hug. I think I was nice to everybody, I treated people the same, but maybe that wasn't enough.

"Being a broken-hearted is like a broken ribs. On the outside nothing looks wrong, but deep inside it kills."

p/s: I dont know which one is actually comes first. Am I sad, or am I angry? Entah.