Sometimes..

Sometimes,
when i fell all alone
you come by my side
make me smile
lighting my day
with joyful and happiness
you are the one
who catches all my tears


sometimes,
when i watch you walk away
i just let you go
as far as you need
i let you take your time
not because i don't care about you
nor i ignored you
but because i think you you yourself have your own life
not just being by my side
for most of your time


sometimes,
when you said
kau ni degil la
annoying
selfish
i just laugh
not because i just ignore it
but i have my own reasons to do it
i just didn't want to hurt you


sometimes,
when i say no
please not forcing me to say yes
because i never done it
and i will not
i'm not a person who easily can change my words
or maybe because i had another plan instead
so please


Sometimes,
years ago
i told you
if you find someone else that you think better than me
just let me know
and i will let you go
i still mean it now
i will mean it tomorrow
and i will always


Sometimes,
i don't let you change yourself
i just accept you as who you are
not because i just closed my eyes
but because i'm comfortable enough
and i think that friendship doesn't need perfectionist


It is about supporting
It is about helping
It is about hoping
it is about strengthening
it is about trusting


And i want you to know,
after all we are meant to be together
and i know that you will never
walk away from me no matter what
and that's way i do the same thing for you


seems like every day is getting harder,
but i don't care what they say
and i don't care what they do.