If I love ya little more than I should, forgive me.

Kasih sayang. Apa maknanya? Kalau sebut semua manusia pandai, tapi tak semua manusia ni tahu guna. Setiap orang ada definisi masing-masing, terpulang. Kasih sayang itu sesuatu yang abstrak. You can't touch it, you can't see it, but you can feel it. Aku pun tak tahu apa maksud kasih sayang tu.

Tapi bagi aku, kasih sayang is when we love someone; parents, siblings, family, friends, soulmate, for who they are, no matter what they did. No matter what they did. Macam menerima seadanya dalam susah mahupun senang, masa gembira mahupun moody, masa lawa/hensem mahupun tak berapa, masa pandai mahupun tak berapa pandai. So go and check back your lists, jangan cakap sebarangan kalau tak sayang.

Few days ago, I asked my 'counselor'; Isra about something, dont ever dare to guess what my questions were. Sometimes it is good to have someone to talk to. But it is better if she/he is your close friends. Sometimes she got things wrong just because she has no idea what my life is all about. But this one is perfect;

"Dont ever think about what happens in the future. If you are so worried about tomorrow, how are you going to survive today?"

I am still wondering why it took me so long to made this decision. So I found a reason not to wait anymore. People choose to leave not because of selfish reasons, they just know that things will get worse if they stay. So yeah, cheers! =)

p/s: agak sibuk kebelakangan ni jadi akan meninggalkan blog dan facebook berhabuk tak update. Lepas baca entry ni jangan datang sini lagi *halau-halau* sebab tak akan update lama Hªªhªhªª!